i have officially run out of stamina.

i can't even bring myself to stare at my gma.

okay i shall try again now to prove to you.

123 look!

(this smiley does not show the expression of my face. it shows the colour.)

seeeee, my head is spinning crazily now.

but i have studied so much this past week i am so incredibly proud of myself.

all my exams went quite well:D except for gma, that i think i failed.

reliable rumours have it that the second gma exam is going to much much harder becaus it's set by genius teachers. maybe this is God's way of telling me not to take specialist next year? heheheeeeee:D

i don't think i'll be too sad if i'm not allowed to do it next year. i must have been influenced by sherilynn's constant hi-fiving of everyone who isnt goingto do it next year, heee!

it has been steaming hot the past few days! but i like it

my aunty and cousin are just here from singapore and when i asked them if it was hotter here or there, they said HERE! wowwwwww! :D

cool. (man).

okayy, i am going to watch some shows now. maybe the 2nd episode of hi my sweetheart! yippeeeee! love that show (man)! i shall stop putting my mans in brackets although a certain person (:p)thinks its not cool. i dont think its not

takalak.

all the best for exams everyoneeee!

my brother is practising his scales on the booming loud piano now. it is making my head spin even more. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

:S

i cannot decide whether or not i should go to the formal. grrryyy, why must i hand in the money so sooon? okayy, i knew of it ages ago. but still, grrrrryy.

i was trying to decide while showering but my huuuge brain has too much stuff in it so all these things are bound to get a bit messy. so i decided to organise my pros and cons hereeee! hehee

not that i don't want to go, but I don't know if it is worth spending $100+ (if i have to buy a dress. ps: if there is anyone who can lend me a nice dress that can probably fit my quite big BUT still nice body, tell me can?)

my right hand:

if i want to spend time/have dinner with my friends, i can always meet them somewhere cheaper and funner with more comfortable clothes.

if i want to dance with my friends, i can, anytime. heheeee!

if i wear high heels, i will fall and get a concussion.

if i wear a slightly revealing dress, my parents will faint.

oh, my reasons are getting worse and worse.

what will i be doing there?

i will probably be a fashion disaster.

hahaha okay:P in conclusion, i'm sure it will be fun, but i'm not sure it will be that great of an experience that i have to spend so much money on. it is a lot of money to meee because i dont have a job and my allowance is currently 25 dollars a month. i mysteriously use up most of these every month. however my parents will probably pay for me, which makes me feel very guilty because they are already spending/giving us quite a lot of money for our singapore trip (wheeheeee! )

THE other hand (the hand with my cool hard violin fingers):

it is an experience and a memory-to-be.

it is actually not that expensive if i compare it with other stuff. it is equivalent to about 2 violin lessons. wow, it really doesnt sound that much now!

equiavalent to 3+ maths tuitions.

if i dont have to buy a dress, equivalent to 2 maths tuitions.

everyone else is going anyway.

sherilynn, darleen, leanna and most ppl i've asked think i should go.

it will be fun:D

i will see myself in a dress (even if i turn out to be a fashion disaster) (no, actually i dont want to see that)

why am i thinking so much, just goooo, silly. (did i just call myself silly? i NEVERcall myself silly. because i am not silly)

billy.

i might be able to fit into sherilynn's dress without ruining it(probably not)

i might be able to borrow a dress.

i might be able to find a nice cheap dress that i will wear again next time.

in conclusion, maybe i should go after all.

in conclusion of the 2 conclusions, i cannot decide if i should go or not.

in conclusion of the above conclusion, i could eenimynimeenimoe!

gooooodbye!:D

ps: by the time you read this, i would have handed in/not handed in my form. oh man isn;t this so excitingg! hahaaaa!

after hearing about it, i was horrified, and now i'm sad. actually, i still am horrified.

i can't concentrate on my maths now :/